Coping With Meniere's
Disease as a Family
My Mother, Karin Henderson, usually writes the content for the
website and I am usually in the background working on the website and
sometimes answering the phone and trying to answer some of your
Meniere's disease questions. One thing I keep hearing over and over is
that family and friends do not understand, or even believe what some of
you are dealing with.
This is a question that I have no problem answering. As a family
member, I saw how people reacted to how my father used to act when he
was really suffering from his symptoms or when he was going through
an attack in public.
I was with him in a store one afternoon and the fluorescent lights
triggered a Meniere's disease attack. My father went from walking
around fairly normally to having a vertigo attack in less than a
minute. I heard people asking each other why someone would be that
drunk in the middle of the afternoon.
My father had to use the store shelving to hold himself up while I
went to go find him a chair so he could sit down until the vertigo
attack passed. Even that was a very infuriating situation because when
the store employee saw my father, he also thought my father was drunk
and not dealing with a medical condition. It took some explaining
before the employee got us a chair.
On more than one occasion in the past, I watched my father crawl
through the house during the day, pushing a garbage pail in front of him
in case he threw up on the way to bed because he was having a Meniere's
disease attack and he could barely crawl. Walking was impossible for
him when he was having one of his attacks.
As his son, I wanted to help him, but as my father, he was too
embarrassed to ask for, or take any help, from me. He was not being
mean or rude, he was just very scared and alone and he could not explain
or understand what was happening to him. Unfortunately this leads to
some very strong feelings of guilt and anger for everyone.
If you have Meniere's disease, it is
almost impossible to explain what you are suffering through.
None of it makes any sense. As a
family member, it is impossible to understand what the person with
Meniere's disease is trying to cope with and even more damaging to the
relationship, is why they do not want to accept any help. I can only
guess at why my father refused any help and that would be because nobody
was taking him seriously when he first started to get his symptoms.
As a family, we unfortunately grew used to how he was moving around
and coping with his Meniere's disease symptoms and attacks. To us, it
was as if he was able to cope but what we did not realize is that he was
struggling every moment and he was too exhausted to be able to explain
what was happening.
Emotionally pushing people away was easier than talking about what he
was suffering with. He really just wanted to be left alone and we just
wanted to help him. Not a situation that allows for good communication
or even good feelings towards each other.
One afternoon, I was downstairs working at my parents' house and my
father was upstairs making something for lunch. I heard a huge thud and
I knew right away that my father had just had a drop attack. I knew
that he had recently had a drop attack while he was driving, but I never
really thought about it until I saw him lying on the kitchen floor
bleeding from where his head had hit the counter.
I managed to help my father to his feet and we got to the bathroom
where I was able to get the bleeding stopped. I wanted to take him to
the hospital, but there was no way that he would do that. I was very
concerned about the cut to his head, but the more I talked to him about
the hospital, the angrier he got.
What I did not realize at the time was that every time he had gone to
the hospital in the past when he had a very bad Meniere's disease
attack, they just kept him sitting there, waiting. When he did finally
see a doctor, they would give him something like Gravol and send him
home. The impression that he had was that he was kept waiting because
the hospital staff thought that he had been drinking and more serious
injuries had to come first.
Another time my father was cutting the grass when he either had an
attack of vertigo, or became
very dizzy, and he had to lie down on the
lawn until it passed. Our neighbor saw him lying down and called us to
let us know that David was in trouble. When I got to him, the Meniere's
disease attack had passed and he was trying to get to his feet.
I helped him up, but then he mumbled thanks and gently pushed me away
and walked inside the house and went to bed. I was still not fully
understanding what my father was trying to deal with and I was a little
hurt and confused that I had been pushed away. He was polite about it,
but it still hurt.
My father had been dealing with this for several years before he was
finally diagnosed with Meniere's disease and in all that time I had been
working closely with him in our store. I never really saw what he was
experiencing. He was either very good at hiding it, or he was very good
at anticipating the Meniere's disease symptoms and compensating for the
Because he was so quiet about what he was dealing with, I never fully
understood the torment that he was going through and I never really
thought that things were as bad as they were. It was only when I
started to see for myself that his condition getting worse that I began
Once I saw the results of the Meniere's disease symptoms, the drop
attacks, the crawling through the house, the unexplained anger and
bitterness, I really understood what was happening. I then really
started to watch my father and people around him and how they reacted to
his condition and symptoms.
I have heard many people tell me that they are being told that there
is no way that they could be as sick as they are because they do not
display any symptoms and nobody could have that much wrong with them and
not show it. Well, from first hand experience, yes you really can be
that sick from Meniere's disease and not show many outward symptoms. I
saw that with my own father once I started to pay attention.
One of the strange contradictions about Meniere's disease is that
some of the symptoms and attacks may be brought on by stress. For a lot
of people, this is difficult to understand because we are told that to
reduce stress, do something else. Get away from the cause of your
stress and you will be better.
But if you suffer from Meniere's disease, you cannot get away from
stress because the source of your stress is internal, not external.
There is nothing that you can do to get away from the stress of not
knowing when the next drop attack or attack of vertigo will hit you.
This lives with you every single day and being told that everything will
be OK if you just relax may actually cause more stress.
The advice may be given with the best intentions and in the kindest
way possible, but it is being given by someone that does not live with
Meniere's disease. They cannot possibly understand that you cannot
escape, this is inside and completely unpredictable. There is no way to
get away from this, it is always there.
And this is the contradiction that most people do not understand.
Telling a person to relax, get away from the stress can actually create
the stress that can trigger your Meniere's disease symptoms and may
bring on an attack. Just off the top of my head, going to a movie
- Driving - how am I feeling right now and can I even drive?
- Getting something to eat - is there anything I can eat that will
not trigger an attack?
- Finding a seat in a dark theatre while I am unsteady on my feet
even in daylight.
- And the big one - wondering if the flickering of the screen will
trigger an attack
You have not even left for the theatre and you have already created
some serious internal stress just wondering if you can even get through
a movie and this may actually trigger a Meniere's disease attack right
This was the life my father had to live and I was barely aware of any
of what he was going through. It was no wonder that simple things could
make him angry and how even simple acts of kindness made him very
distant. He was only trying to protect himself and those he cared about
and being distant and keeping things inside was the only way he could do
that for everyone.
You may also be interested in
this page on the website;
Chronic Illness - Meniere's Disease and The Family: Understanding It And
Offering Some Support
David's Meniere's disease symptoms have not been a problem for him for many
years now, ever since he found two doctors that understood what he was going
through. He has been able to lead a pretty normal life and one that is
considerably better than the one he was living many years ago.
If you would like to know more about what he used to get relief from this
debilitating condition and most of his symptoms,
use this link to go to the System Information page.
By Karin Henderson - Nurse, Retired.